Planning Sucks It.

This sucks.
I am currently in the middle of trying to decide between two different locations for the wedding/reception. The Boy is pulling me one way and my mom is pulling me another. I really wish I could just give the money I have for my wedding to someone else. They can tell me when to show up in a pretty dress and get ready to party. Seriously. That would make life easier.

I have now had two emotional break downs. Yes TWO. I dont ever cry and I have now done so twice in the span of two weeks. Here are the reasons why:

My best friend (and bridesmaid) told me that she didn't feel like she should come to the wedding because her ex would be there and it would cause "drama." After lots of tears on my part and lots of yelling "We will figure it out" from her, we got through the drama. Yes, she will be a bridesmaid and No there will be no drama between her and the best man (the ex).

My second meltdown came this morning. I thought I had figured out my plan. I was going to have a wedding on a Friday night, in a garden, at dusk. Afterwards, at the reception we were going to have a cocktail party with hor d'oeuvres and a chocolate fountain with fruit. My Mom has been having a hard time with the fact that we are not getting married in a Church, which I do understand, but it is my and The Boy's wedding and not hers. To humor her, I went and visited a little Chapel this morning with her. Well, I fell in love with it and am now torn between the Garden and the Chapel. I started crying on my drive back to work. Awesome.

Someone do this for me please! I will pay you! Well that is it for now...